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yan seharusnya banyak yang dapat diabadikan atau ditumpahkan sebagai pelajaran agak tersumbat walaupun koneksi untuk internet sebenarnya gak erhambat

a little intrrospection back to the time where you could see. a whole dream to be shared to may corrupt if ones did not try to share it wisely

well time is pass and would never return right? better to face a new world of tomorrow and prepare everything rather than sit and do nothing.

ada memang hal hal yang seharusnya saya rangkum dan tulis di blog ini.

pertama kehidupan pembelajarannya 

kedua masalah yang berhubungan dengan penyakit dan kesehatan.

honestly, there is, not only a few but quite a lot that i myself sometimes wondered if this is the thing that i will face for the rest of your life. for some point, it makes me down, for some incident, it makes me sick, for some time, it stresses me out. but still i need to lift up my head and face it. it may be one of a phase that growing me up, maturing me up. and at last all the sudden realization will makes me stronger than ever. although its not always.

but WHAT AM I DOING IN THIS SUCH RELIGIOUS PLACE if i will be that weak as i before? 

nevertheless, im a human after all. still, i need to learn a lot of things to capture the right moment to share. 

i hope this post not gonna last too long. as soon as i get back i hope i could write all the things down to my blog

bismillah

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There is no Hijra (from Mecca to Medina) after the Conquest (of Mecca), but Jihad and good intention remain; and if you are called (by the Muslim ruler) for fighting, go forth immediately.  

-Prophet Muhammad  صلى الله عليه وسلم-

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sedikit sindiran untuk para wanita berhijab

bismillah,

  إِنَّ الْمَرْأَةَ خُلِقَتْ مِنْ ضِلْعٍ، وَِإِنَّ أَعْوَجَ شَيْءٍ فِي الضِّلْعِ أَعْلاَهُ، فَإِنْ ذَهَبْتَ تُقِيْمُهُ كَسَرْتَهَا، وَإِنِ اسْتَمْتَعْتَ بِهَا اسْتَمْتَعْتَ وَفِيْهَا عِوَجٌ
 “Sesungguhnya wanita diciptakan dari tulang rusuk. Dan sungguh bagian yang paling bengkok dari tulang rusuk adalah yang paling atasnya. Bila engkau ingin meluruskannya, engkau akan mematahkannya. Dan jika engkau ingin bersenang-senang dengannya, engkau bisa bersenang-senang namun padanya ada kebengkokan.”
(HR. Al-Bukhari no. 3331 dan Muslim no. 3632)

An-Nuur :31

 31. Katakanlah kepada wanita yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan kemaluannya, dan janganlah mereka menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali yang (biasa) nampak dari padanya. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kudung kedadanya, dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya kecuali kepada suami mereka, atau ayah mereka, atau ayah suami mereka, atau putera-putera mereka, atau putera-putera suami mereka, atau saudara-saudara laki-laki mereka, atau putera-putera saudara lelaki mereka, atau putera-putera saudara perempuan mereka, atau wanita-wanita islam, atau budak-budak yang mereka miliki, atau pelayan-pelayan laki-laki yang tidak mempunyai keinginan (terhadap wanita) atau anak-anak yang belum mengerti tentang aurat wanita. Dan janganlah mereka memukulkan kakinyua agar diketahui perhiasan yang mereka sembunyikan. Dan bertaubatlah kamu sekalian kepada Allah, hai orang-orang yang beriman supaya kamu beruntung.

sesungguhnya Islam itu indah. dan Islam memuliakan wanita lebih dari kemuliaan yang didapatkan oleh wanita pada agama lain.

Apakah ada yang lebih mulia dibandngkan dengan menutup perhiasanmu dengan hijab yang panjang dan hanya memperlihatkannya kepada suami tercinta mu?

Bukankah Allah سبحانه و تعالى telah memerintahkan untuk menutupi auratmu sehingga engkau lebih mulia dibandingkan wanita wanita yang enggan menutupinya?

dan bukankah engkau akan lebih mulia dibandingkan mereka yang melakukannya setengah setengah dan juga masih membiarkan atau bahkan membuat mata para laki laki ini melihat mereka?

sungguh ya ukhti, dengan berhijab yang baik, kebahagian dan kehormatan di dunia mungkin tidak tinggi di mata kalian namun dimata Allah سبحانه و تعالى  dan para suami suami mu kelak kalian akan sungguh lebih mulia.

oleh karena itu, saudara seimanku. biarkanlah perhiasan dalam dirimu terbelenggu dalam kegelapan hingga dibukanya pintu itu oleh pasangan yang telah Allah سبحانه و تعالى takdirkan padamu.

wallahu'alam bishawab

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"how you spend your time in the toilet?"

bismillah,
so after a few days without posting anything, i came up today just because there's just one random conversation between me and other people, which is me, too.

OK actually I'm dialoguing with myself in the bathroom. hahaha. u know, for me its just THAT FUN, thinking about something i might have never talked with anyone, pretending talk to this man that maybe i don't even know.
and that day, i was just wandering around the horizons, MY horizons. when i just, suddenly, thought about how people face their life. as straight as it is or as full colour as they could paint.

here it goes ...
a      : ( sudden question ) how do you poop?
b      : well maybe this is uncomfortable for me to talked to. what is it?
a      : no, im not interesting the way you poop, but how did you spending your time inside this
          little tiny  toilet? with big thing by bring solutions to the problem that you suddenly think,
          or just spend your time without solving anything?
   
      you know? this thing in melayu called "bilik merenung". dont know why but for me, i just start to think differently for some problem that i may never think about it before and try to solve it. think that may be unnecessary at this matter of time and make it, like, real and solve it fast.
i don't know, it just feel more comfortable to think inside the toilet rather than doing nothing,well, for me at least.besides maybe most of you have the same feeling, it is the place where i could call a superheroes inside my brain to take some action to some logical things that i just have hear or
see. then my brain suddenly make a good visualization between me and other me to discuss the problems.
in all of the sudden, you will take piece by piece and turn it into a big picture that you could manage it somehow.


well, in another sentence, it is about how you place your random thought and your real problem into a big scene that may be you could solve with other instrument that may have not been shown before.

then

what you have done for the rest of your life for your world? and how?

somehow , maybe i just cant stop thinking how my life is gonna be in the next 10 years, but it hits me when im not good enough to share any knowledge to the world.
sorry cant agree with the lyrics

"...waiting for the world to change..."

  sorry, john. imma try to make the changes and ill call you once it changed...

well why dont just start with your next 5 years life? random and make it a blur dream ,once you've known whats right, then  makes a brighter picture of your dream so you could face the world as bright as your dream.


and start it with

bismillah...
\(^o^)/

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what's a doctor?

bismillah

few days ago, I've just felt like been in a comfort zone as a so-called doctor. well at first i thought that 'it's good, all is fine, nothing's happen'.
but a few days after, a kid come after me and ask fr some medication and show his scar in his leg while saying that i need to take care of it because of some reason. his name is daffa, a little kid i usually talk to whenever i visit one of the kid in his room coz of his broken forearm.

nothing actually strange from this story but actually this kid, daffa, ever, once, come to the UKS and ask me whats wrong with that scar. its edema, and have tenderness when you give some pressure. i just said, "Its OK, nothings harmful kid." he just stare to me, give his smile. and then i just take a look a bit and give some advice not to let the wound wet. that's it.

i take no further history taking. what could be worst actually? from anamnesis actually i could decide about the etiology and how to cure it. but instead of it i just look a bit, smile and let him go.

and after the request, i do taking the history. sudden onset, progressive and inflammation is positive. there's no sign of any recovery. trauma negative. and the onset looks like it refer to herpes virus infection. still not sure, of course, for this 6 month of minor thesis i never recalled it. i gave some medicine finally and for some the working diagnosis, i thought it herpes, i gave him acyclovir zalf. its not the first time he experienced it. for the look I've seen, there's few wound that leave scars and i noted hypo pigmented. all of the wound occurs in his extremities.
 

 is it that bad that i need to concern of this disease?

no, i know this is not that bad. but this is the things i need to concern. not the disease.  but the care and cure things. ethics in medicine and other studies i've studied for 3,5 years.

did i cure him?
no

did i take care of the wound?
no

hell, no. i dont even take any history from him. i don't even take care of the wound.

what if there's another patient that may be suffering of cancer or any disease that i actually could prevent its progressiveness by taking care it in the first time and i dont give anything instead of smile and give nothing?

god what is wrong with me?

my dream is a good doctor and i want to let kids live happy.
pediatric surgery it is, insha Allah, and i dont want to let this dream as the past

and i know that every single step a doctor made, is for the patient's sake.
to cure and to care.
to let the happiness fulfill their life
to make sure the suffering is lessened.

and i know, God, i'm on my way to be that kind of doctor
not for some money and not for other reason.

because i live it on Your way. Your straight lines  You've given

amin
bismillah

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