What first come in mind!

that's called RELIGION, and ISLAM IS HAQ!!


way to longevity

No Words

... when you can't even find a good words. and then we shut!

Have a Happiness

... to be created!


to create a way better world. SUBHANALLAH.

Thursday, 14 March 2013



Arabic language. most of you must think about Al Quran once you heard it. it, mostly, refer to it. or maybe, once you heard or read about it, we must think that there must be some religion things inside that. but since the beginning, I've started to think that its just one kind of language, one kind of things that different people far from arab will write and read and talk with. or maybe most of the middle-east asia.

theres this one moment i've always recall. one of my elementary friend, so sudden, said "guys, look. theres arabian writings in the bin (or somewhere it shouldnt be i cant memorize clearly). the one who write it absolutely going to hell!" ive always kinda recalled this moment and it made me thinking, so if someone who write those arabic letters or sentence in those kinda place (kind of bin or those 'unethical' place), he/she/they must've been bad and deserve hell?

then one day, im going to saudi arabia and looking around places before arriving to mecca, THERE IS some words wrote right in the big bin (idk what its called) and im thinking that this whole country must've used arabic language and writings in their daily basis, dont they? so there'll be no bad words in arabic language? well, its not this simple. still, this language is one of human way to communicate.i mean, it is just like another language, right. so, if you use this language in a proper way, i mean, like you write bin in arabic( سلة المهملات) then it will be okay, rite? the you stick it to your own personal bin, maybe in case you are forget what is that in arabic. but it will bad if you stick a sentence of Al Quran in place that you shouldnt.

stil, arabic still one of the language. but is that all?

"Indeed, We have made it an Arabic Qur'an that you might understand."
(Az Zukhruf : 3)

it is easier for us to understand. actually we dont need to ask for more like 'why should it be easier? why cant it be in our own language, or anything else' because Allah have said it in our holy Al Quran besides, its our prophet verbal language. together with shohabiyyah. and most of islamic knowledge was written in this language. and its beauty vocabulary. even its words arranged in mostly 3 words. easy right! for its eminence, therell be alot! which i cant probably write it down. read it here. (sst, its in indonesia though, sorry for the inconvnience, still couldnt find any source in english)

in my thought, when you try to learn smething about islam, learn it from its source, would be essential. when we learn about islam, we should learn it from arab or maybe middle-east. and they actually, as far as i know, they are wrote in arabic. even Imam Bukhari,  which i hope you know it, wrote his kitabul hadits in arabic. his well-known Shahih Bukhari. (he is actually born and raised in bukhara, locted in  uzbekistan).

thats arabic. 
for me, thats quite enough how important to learn arabic.

learn islam by learn it from west, like you know, i just heard some people willing to learn islam from america or somewhere, then probably learn it with english and then back to indonesia then called kyai, is something odd. learn it from the source much much better. haha (i insist!) 

so, why dont we start to learn it little by little? we dont need to master it, as long as that could make us understand, that'll be enough.

Saturday, 24 November 2012


hingar bingar hiruk pikuk hutang untuk share ilmu jadi bermunculan dikepala saya
yan seharusnya banyak yang dapat diabadikan atau ditumpahkan sebagai pelajaran agak tersumbat walaupun koneksi untuk internet sebenarnya gak erhambat
a little intrrospection back to the time where you could see. a whole dream to be shared to may corrupt if ones did not try to share it wisely

well time is pass and would never return right? better to face a new world of tomorrow and prepare everything rather than sit and do nothing.

ada memang hal hal yang seharusnya saya rangkum dan tulis di blog ini.
pertama kehidupan pembelajarannya 
kedua masalah yang berhubungan dengan penyakit dan kesehatan.

honestly, there is, not only a few but quite a lot that i myself sometimes wondered if this is the thing that i will face for the rest of your life. for some point, it makes me down, for some incident, it makes me sick, for some time, it stresses me out. but still i need to lift up my head and face it. it may be one of a phase that growing me up, maturing me up. and at last all the sudden realization will makes me stronger than ever. although its not always.

but WHAT AM I DOING IN THIS SUCH RELIGIOUS PLACE if i will be that weak as i before? 

nevertheless, im a human after all. still, i need to learn a lot of things to capture the right moment to share. 

i hope this post not gonna last too long. as soon as i get back i hope i could write all the things down to my blog


Monday, 11 June 2012

There is no Hijra (from Mecca to Medina) after the Conquest (of Mecca), but Jihad and good intention remain; and if you are called (by the Muslim ruler) for fighting, go forth immediately.  
-Prophet Muhammad  صلى الله عليه وسلم-

Monday, 4 June 2012

sedikit sindiran untuk para wanita berhijab


  إِنَّ الْمَرْأَةَ خُلِقَتْ مِنْ ضِلْعٍ، وَِإِنَّ أَعْوَجَ شَيْءٍ فِي الضِّلْعِ أَعْلاَهُ، فَإِنْ ذَهَبْتَ تُقِيْمُهُ كَسَرْتَهَا، وَإِنِ اسْتَمْتَعْتَ بِهَا اسْتَمْتَعْتَ وَفِيْهَا عِوَجٌ
 “Sesungguhnya wanita diciptakan dari tulang rusuk. Dan sungguh bagian yang paling bengkok dari tulang rusuk adalah yang paling atasnya. Bila engkau ingin meluruskannya, engkau akan mematahkannya. Dan jika engkau ingin bersenang-senang dengannya, engkau bisa bersenang-senang namun padanya ada kebengkokan.”
(HR. Al-Bukhari no. 3331 dan Muslim no. 3632)

An-Nuur :31

 31. Katakanlah kepada wanita yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan kemaluannya, dan janganlah mereka menampakkan perhiasannya, kecuali yang (biasa) nampak dari padanya. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kudung kedadanya, dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya kecuali kepada suami mereka, atau ayah mereka, atau ayah suami mereka, atau putera-putera mereka, atau putera-putera suami mereka, atau saudara-saudara laki-laki mereka, atau putera-putera saudara lelaki mereka, atau putera-putera saudara perempuan mereka, atau wanita-wanita islam, atau budak-budak yang mereka miliki, atau pelayan-pelayan laki-laki yang tidak mempunyai keinginan (terhadap wanita) atau anak-anak yang belum mengerti tentang aurat wanita. Dan janganlah mereka memukulkan kakinyua agar diketahui perhiasan yang mereka sembunyikan. Dan bertaubatlah kamu sekalian kepada Allah, hai orang-orang yang beriman supaya kamu beruntung.

sesungguhnya Islam itu indah. dan Islam memuliakan wanita lebih dari kemuliaan yang didapatkan oleh wanita pada agama lain.
Apakah ada yang lebih mulia dibandngkan dengan menutup perhiasanmu dengan hijab yang panjang dan hanya memperlihatkannya kepada suami tercinta mu?

Bukankah Allah سبحانه و تعالى telah memerintahkan untuk menutupi auratmu sehingga engkau lebih mulia dibandingkan wanita wanita yang enggan menutupinya?

dan bukankah engkau akan lebih mulia dibandingkan mereka yang melakukannya setengah setengah dan juga masih membiarkan atau bahkan membuat mata para laki laki ini melihat mereka?

sungguh ya ukhti, dengan berhijab yang baik, kebahagian dan kehormatan di dunia mungkin tidak tinggi di mata kalian namun dimata Allah سبحانه و تعالى  dan para suami suami mu kelak kalian akan sungguh lebih mulia.

oleh karena itu, saudara seimanku. biarkanlah perhiasan dalam dirimu terbelenggu dalam kegelapan hingga dibukanya pintu itu oleh pasangan yang telah Allah سبحانه و تعالى takdirkan padamu.

wallahu'alam bishawab

Saturday, 19 May 2012

"how you spend your time in the toilet?"

so after a few days without posting anything, i came up today just because there's just one random conversation between me and other people, which is me, too.

OK actually I'm dialoguing with myself in the bathroom. hahaha. u know, for me its just THAT FUN, thinking about something i might have never talked with anyone, pretending talk to this man that maybe i don't even know.
and that day, i was just wandering around the horizons, MY horizons. when i just, suddenly, thought about how people face their life. as straight as it is or as full colour as they could paint.

here it goes ...
a      : ( sudden question ) how do you poop?
b      : well maybe this is uncomfortable for me to talked to. what is it?
a      : no, im not interesting the way you poop, but how did you spending your time inside this
          little tiny  toilet? with big thing by bring solutions to the problem that you suddenly think,
          or just spend your time without solving anything?
      you know? this thing in melayu called "bilik merenung". dont know why but for me, i just start to think differently for some problem that i may never think about it before and try to solve it. think that may be unnecessary at this matter of time and make it, like, real and solve it fast.
i don't know, it just feel more comfortable to think inside the toilet rather than doing nothing,well, for me at least.besides maybe most of you have the same feeling, it is the place where i could call a superheroes inside my brain to take some action to some logical things that i just have hear or
see. then my brain suddenly make a good visualization between me and other me to discuss the problems.
in all of the sudden, you will take piece by piece and turn it into a big picture that you could manage it somehow.

well, in another sentence, it is about how you place your random thought and your real problem into a big scene that may be you could solve with other instrument that may have not been shown before.


what you have done for the rest of your life for your world? and how?
somehow , maybe i just cant stop thinking how my life is gonna be in the next 10 years, but it hits me when im not good enough to share any knowledge to the world.
sorry cant agree with the lyrics
"...waiting for the world to change..."
  sorry, john. imma try to make the changes and ill call you once it changed...

well why dont just start with your next 5 years life? random and make it a blur dream ,once you've known whats right, then  makes a brighter picture of your dream so you could face the world as bright as your dream.

and start it with